1st Step - Take Responsibility for Your Life and Your Choices

Hey peeps,

It's been a long time since last post. I think it's about a week now. I have a little time now so i planned to write a post of the book that I'm currently reading. So this book is about 52 ways to live a Kick-Ass life. Honestly I'm doing pretty good of my life now just I need this book to increase and enhance my quality or my inner side.

In this post I am gonna to talk about the first step which is Step No. 1 - Take Responsibility for Your Life and Your Choices. I try to relate each step with my current condition okay. So here's what I read. Writer encourage readers to convert the negative thinking to the positive thinking. And with the positive thinking I can change my current bad situation (I termed it as bad as what I don't like on my current situation). As example, I need to think about what problem I am having right now. Let say, I have an important meeting with the authorities on mid May. So, I've got another 2 weeks and I've got a lot of paperworks need to prepare. I am afraid if I'm not making it on time. Plus, to be frank I am only the assistant of manager meanwhile, my manager is currently had an operation and he's taking 1 month MC. So back to the book, I need to think it on the different sides, which is a positive side.

My problem is I've got a lot of work to do. My positive thought would be, I would love to complete all the tasks on time and I can do the tasks perfectly. Plus I can prove to everyone including the authorities I can do this work. I can manage this. Even I am a girl. Next, I need to think about my positive belief. My positive belief would be, I need to focus more and spend my time wisely to finish my job. And I need to make sure all the staffs get things done. Continue to the next positive choice, I need to think on my positive feelings. Now, I'm listing on the above matter, I am feeling motivated and effective. Lastly, my positive outcome would be, i am feeling self-worth and I can finish my job on time plus I will get my approval from authority as a manager. Yes, that is my goal.

Okay now I am finish doing this summary I need to kick my butt to finish my job seriously. Yes, I can do this. Pray for me. I always pray for all the good things happens to the people read my post. Thank you everyone. Stay positive.

Love,

M.

First Hiking Story - Kibambangan Trails

Hey peeps,

Its been like 5 days I'm not writing. Tonight I kena write jugak kalau I tak do writing I akan sentiasa lazy. I tak nak lazy. I nak rajin okay. Please doakan I supaya konsisten untuk write. Purpose I nak buat blog is I nak blog I jadi memory untuk I. Bila I baca balik I akan appreciate more my life. 

Let's go to straight to the point. Malam ni I nak cerita about my first hiking trip in KK. Basically I dapat invitation ni dari kawan I yang dentist tu. Sepatutnya I kena kerja today tapi I postpone kerja on Sunday. Ni bukan sebab I rajin tapi I kena rajin kerja because my assessment will be on mid May. Lagi 3 minggu je lagi okay. I'm gonna post about it later. So pagi ni I and my friend gerak dari rumah about 7 a.m. and sampai ke Kibambangan around 7.30 a.m. Tak jauh pun dari aprtment yang kitorang stay. Sampai sampai je on the trails ada orang jemput for registration and straight up we all start. Total participant around 30 macam tu since this programme under Kementerian Belia dan Sukan (KBS).

Ramai juga yang join program ni. Most of them is Sabahan.

Muka banyak happy masa nak start padahal tak tau lagi liku-liku yang harus gue tempuhi :') Takpe janji smileee.

Target of this hiking we must complete 13km of hiking. And I swear jalan dia bukan indah indah okay. Penuh onak ranjau dan liku. Bukan simple. Masa I mula mula dapat invitation ni I ingat light hiking je sekali nahhh I am WRONG hiking ni memang test my body. At first we all went to the first pit stop which is Gangar Waterfall after 3 km of hiking. Kebetulan pulak last night hujan, jalan dia memang berlopak and berlumpur. Challenging sangat okay. Then after 10 mins rest we continue to the next pit stop, Buddu Waterfall. I seriously suka sangat dengan Buddu Waterfall ni sebab nampak jelas waterfall dia and air dia boleh minum. Dah lah sejuk air dia. Macam minum air dari peti ais. Ambil-ambil gambar we spent about 15 mins jugak kat Buddu Waterfall ni. Orang tempatan sini ada bagitau nama Buddu ni maksudnya busut kalau dalam bahasa semenanjung. Orang Dusun yang panggil busut ni Buddu. I ingat dari nama Budu Kelantan tu rupanya lain.

Ni pit stop pertama kitorang. Ganggar Waterfall ni jauh sikit dari tempat kitorang rehat nak ambil gambar pun memang jauh kena zoom tapi gambar pecah bila zoom.

Haa ni close up Buddu Waterfall. Cantik sangat. Air kat belakang to kitorang minum macam tu je sebabb sejuk and refreshing.

Taraaaa.. Cantikkan !

Haaa tengok sejenis gigih I punya tour guide tolong ambil kan air untuk kitorang minum. Real hero sanggp basah kuyup okay.

Ada jugak diorang provide buluh macam ni so senang nak ambil air. 

Then kitorang jalan lagi about 1 hour macam tu dengan keadaan jalan yang susah nya sampai lah ke puncak bukit Kibambangan. Seiously cantik sangat scenery dia. I rasa puas dapat tengok gunung-gunung and awan yang sangat sangat cantik. Subhanallah. I tangkap gambar banyak g*ila okay kat sini. Lawaaaaa :') We walk again untuk ke tempat makan tengahari which is di pinggir sungai. I had food that they provide to us. Mee kolok goreng and telur goreng nasib sedap tau I habiskan semua. I memang tak akan makan along the way masa hiking sebab I takut muntah. I ni lemah tau. Kalau slah langkah sikit mesti muntah. Apa lah nak buat aktiviti lasak tapi ketahanan dan kemampuan diri lemah. Tapi I learn something I takkan menyerah kalah or give up walaupun I lemah. I nak jadikan ini sebagai pembakar semangat I untuk teruskan aktiviti yang I suka. Haa kau terinspired terus gue.

Sampai dah Buddu Peak aka Kibambangan Peak. Masa ni lega sangat sebab perit sangat jalan nak sampai ke puncak ni. Tapi it's totally worth it !

See this mesmerizing view. Subhanallah :)

Yeay I made it. Tengok view belakang tu. Cantik kan :')

We made it. Dayah ni punya stamina power okay laju je dia naik atas ni.

Okay ni part yang paling mencabar okay I nak cerita. Ceritanya I dah siap siap makan tu me and my friends was the last trip untuk teruskan jalan. Tiba-tiba....hujan selebat lebatnya. Just IMAGINE! Hiking merentasi 9 sungai (9 SUNGAI OKAYYYYY) dengan hujan selebatnya. Tapi I tak complaint okay. I am having fun. Sangat sangat cuma I takut 1 benda. Takut demam nanti macam mana I nak pergi kerja pulak esok kalau demam. Masa cross all the rivers I punya kaki memang melecet I dah rasa dah masa tu yang kaki I memang macam tak selesa then I asyik nak terjatuh je kat tengah sungai. Guide I ada bagitau dia risau kalau air naik and pasang tambah pulak kalau air deras memang bahaya lahhhh. Dia cakap cakap macam tu I dah start takut. Kepala I dah fikir macam macam I just nak finishkan track ni je. Tapi hiking masa hujan was a very very very memorable experience I akan ingat sampai bila-bila. Best sangat I swear.

Haaa. Ni resultnya lepas merentasi hujan lebat dan 9 sungai. Basah kuyup oi. Tudung I pun dah basah lencun teruk sememeh dah sampai kena pakai tudung lain punya lah teruk selekeh dia tu.

But overall I happy sangat yang I berjaya completekan hiking ni di waktu I tak prepare fizikal and mental. Kasut I tu pun baru je beli sebab nak hiking I beli kat Parkson je grab je mana ada sebab punyalah last minute. Tapi better I pakai kasut getah tu je sebab senang hike. Itu apa yang my guide bagitau lah. Kitorang siap dapat certificate okay. Bukan 1 tapi 2 certificates. I swear I takkan buat hiking kali ni the last hiking at Sabah. Really enjoyed myself bila masuk hutan. Hee. That all for this post. I rasa macam panjang pula I tulis. Bye for now.

Love,
M.

Me time

Hey peeps,

Here I am again. Just nak update apa yang berlaku in my day today. I ada course 1 week dekat I punya office. Calibration course. Basically my company nak buka calibration centre kat Sabah ni. The first calibration centre lah macam tu area Sabah Sarawak. So they send me to attend course. So nanti I boleh lah calibrate tools and equipment untuk guna di kapal terbang. That's the purpose lah. On my side pulak ni kira my added value lah untuk my career. Tapi serious I busy giler tau mana nak take care on my department lah mana nak attend course lah. Memang macam macam I kena settlekan. Haih. I kena think positive je and sentiasa bersemangat. I tak boleh menyerah kalah. I can do this! For those ever read my entry tolong doakan I ya. 

Ni lah test set yang I kena guna untuk calibrate tools and equipment. 40k okayy harga benda ni.

Balik office I macam terburu buru sikit sebab I nak pergi beli kasut sukan untuk hiking Sabtu ni (gonna post it later) and plus I nak buat my glasses for reading. And finally I dah dapat glasses I. Kecil je. Sebab I buat glasses baru because of I punya glasses before dah rosak. I pakai sampai lunyai. Takpelah new working environment new glasses kan. Why not. And.. That's the end of today story. Till next time. 

Got my new glasses yeay. Lepas ni boleh baca buku puas-puas tak payah nak zoom out zoom in kan mata I.

Cuba teka ni peti apa?

Love,

M.

Kawan I nak datang Malaysia all the way from Moscow?

Hey peeps,

Today post I nak cerita benda simple je. I seriously pelik sangat cuz of one of my friend wants to come to Malaysia. Yang peliknya he's from Moscow. And he was saying weird words to me. I tak comfortable tapi takkan I nak rude dengan dia pulak right. Actually macam ni. I just panggil dia Muvo (Not real name). So basically I jumpa Muvo ni dekat one function masa I belajar kat Russia dulu. Masa first jumpa he was mistaken I ni kawan dia. Masa tu I ingat lagi yang I tengah bergambar and he was waving me from far away. I was like ehh dia saying hi kat I ke. And then he came closer rupanya dia salah orang. Dia macam cringe sikit sebab all the time nak text. I tak faham dia actually. I just anggap dia macam kawan foreigner I yang lain. Semua ada boundaries. Like we're saying hi when we met. Tapi he's like nak attached macam tu dengan I. I yakin dia bukan buat benda attachment tu dengan I je. Dengan orang lain pun dia buat. I rasalah sebab one of my friend pun macam pernah experience apa yang I alami.

Then I go back to Malaysia we're like lost contact for 2 years I guess suddenly he was contacting me. Dia cakap yang dia nak datang Malaysia! So what do I do. He seems serious. Siap google visa and all that. Including flight tickets. He planned to come to Malaysia on June. I was like biar betul mamat ni. Buat apa dia nak datang kat I. And what should I do. Dahlah dia nak datang kat tempat I. Tapi I kesian jugak dengan dia sebab dia selalu mengadu yang dia so sick dengan winter. I macam nak ajak dia pergi pulau-pulau kat Sabah ni. I mean siapa je yang tak suka pulau kan. Tapi you all rasa weird tak suddenly dia datang and what do I need to talk to him sebab dah lama gila lost contact. Ke dia ada niat jahat. Ish tak nak lah I fikir bukan-bukan. Better I help him je lah lagipun bukan duit I nak beli tiket dia datang sini. Sukahati dia lah. I just do my responsibilities as a long time friend. Lagipun masa I kat Russia dulu dia pun ada juga tolong-tolong tunjuk jalan and all those things yang I tak ingat dah. Dasar kacang lupakan kulit betul. So basically untuk orang Russia guna passport Russia untuk datang ke Malaysia they don't need any visa and can stay in Malaysia for 30 days. Ticket flight pun standard price macam 1000 USD macam tu. I gather infos je it's up to him lah to settle. Hmm we'll see how far is he serious. Alright that's all for today.

Love,
M.

Makan Seafood di Kota Kinabalu, Sabah - Todak Waterfront.

Assalamualaikum.. Hi peeps..

Now dah pukul 10 malam. I patut get ready untuk tidur but I nak update blog I kejap sebab I takut I lupa apa yang jadi semalam. Semalam hari I pack g*ler. Bukan sebab kerja ke apa. Sebab unplanned activities. Alhamdulillah walaupun I baru je kat bumi Sabah ni I masih ada activity yang I dapat spend dengan someone yang baru. I mean tak ada lah I duduk alone sorang sorang di sini. Right.. 

So basically semalam on 13th April (Sat) I masuk office kejap sebab I plan nak settleka kerja sikit. I ada course next week 1 week pulak tu. Entah sempat ke tak I nak settlekan kerja I. Serious I kejar masa before raya ni. Kalau boleh I nak cuti dengan tenang. Sebut pasal cuti ni I tak beli ticket lagi! OMG. I sure giler tiket mahal. Okaylah I kena plan untuk beli tiket this week jugak. Otherwise I tak balik raya. Gila ke apa. No way. 

Selfie at work. Takde orang I focus buat kerja for 3 hours je lah I tahan ihiks.

Lepas I settlekan kerja I, I pergi jumpa long lost friend I masa sekolah rendah. Hidayah nama dia. Cantik and sweet orangnya. We all tak juma 13 tahun masa last jumpa darjah 6. Just imagine... Dia pun dah jadi dentist sekarang. Hebatnyaa. At last kitorang jumpa kat KK bukannya dekat hometown ihiks. Dari pukul 12 tengahari sampai 10 malam I borak dengan dia. Tempat first we all pergi for sure lah Imago. Mana lagi. We plan jumpa kat Secret Recipe having lunch there. I sampai dulu kat SR. Tak sampai 5 mins Dr. Hidayah dah sampai. Sempat lah kitorang berdrama peluk peluk semua sebab yelah 13 tahun tak jumpa kot! Then kitorang borak sampai maghrib. Lepas solat semua we plan untuk pergi makan seafood. Kalau pergi KK tak makan seafood tak sah lah kan. So kitorang ambil Grab dari Imago ke Todak Waterfront (tempat makan seafood best kat KK). Tak jauh pun. Lebih kurang 7-10 mins perjalanan macam tu. Dekat je. Tu pun sebab jammed. Kalau tak jammed 5 minit dah sampai. Kitorang tak drive sebab kat Todak Waterfront tu susah nak parking. Naik grab baru RM8 je. Then sampai lah kat Todak Waterfront.

Selfie sikit dengan Dr. Sweet ni. Dah lah cantik, baik, lembut, pandai. Tak boleh brain lah Dr. memang kena perfect ehh.

Kitorang sampai je jalan sikit terus ada orang approach untuk pergi ke kedai dia. Sebab kat Todak ni dia macam foodcourt. Banyak kedai and stall. So you all just pilih je kat mana nak duduk and kedai mana nak makan. Tiap tiap kedai akan ada seafood bersusun kat depan kedai. Lagi sekali you all just pilih seafood apa yang you all nak makan. Nanti akan ada kakak and abang abang yang baik hati akan timbang kan and suggest kat you all untuk masak apa. Basically I and Dayah nak duduk kat tepi laut feeling feeling gitu sambil makan sambil angin laut meniup gitu. So we all pilih 1 kedai ni nama dia Rasamas rasanya alaaa I lupa. Tapi something about Rasa. Kalau you all nak cari kedai ni senang je sebab kedai ni paling dekat dengan laut. Kedai lain macam jauh sikit lah dari tepi laut tu. Kitorang mula mula nak makan lobster sekali mahal nak oiii. 1 lobster kecil tu RM100 lebih. Hmmm I lama lagi duduk sini so we all decide next time lah. Acah je padahal nak save duit. Saja guna alasan naext time huhu. So we all pilih 6 ekor udang besar, seekor ikan kerapu fresh hidup lagi tauu menggeletik I tengok ikan tu nak lompat lompat percubaan nak larikan diri lah konon tapi kamu tewas ikan hahaha kamu di dalam perut I sudah. Air mineral 2 and kangkung belacan tak lupa juga nasi putih untuk 2 orang makan. Semua dalam RM 91.00. Nasib baik I ingat harga. Okay sangat price tu dengan freshness makanan laut yang kitorang dapat. Rasa puas sangat.

Udang, sotong, lobster semua ada. You all tinggal pilih and bayar je. Semua fresh guaranteed 100%.

Haa lobster tu kecil je tu. Seekor RM100++. Hmm next time I rasa eh nanti I bagi review. Udang sebesar lengan pun ada okayyyy.

Butterprawn I.. Sumpah sedap. Prawns ni I pilih sendiri. Ikan kerapu I tersorok pulak dalam gambar ni. Belakang I ni laut. Sumpah nikmat makan sambil angin laut menyambar mukaku.

I mengaku lah semua seafood yang I makan tu semua rasa manis sebab fresh lagi kan. And diorang masak sedap sangat okayyyyy. Udang tu I minta diorang masak butterprawn, ikan kerapu pulak masak bakar sambal. Makan tak pandang kiri kanan oi. Focuss. So I memang recommend untuk you all pergi sini kalau nak makan seafood. Better you all naik grab je. Mudah and cepat. Tak ada lah you all waste time yang berharga untuk cari parking kan. Better masa tu you all kupas kulit udang, ketuk ketam nak makan isi ketam yang merah lagi fresh tu. Over tauu. Alright so sampai sini je lah post I. Macam banyak sangat pulak I tulis. So, till next time! Bye for now!

P/s: Oh ya.. Lupa bagitau. Dr. Dayah ni kata nama Todak Waterfront ni sempena nama tugu Todak dekat persisiran pantai area tempat makan ni. Sebab tu nama dia Todak waterfront. I pun tak nampak Todak tu sebab malam :(

Love,

M.

"S" The prettiest and best girlfriend

Hey peeps,

I'm back today. Alhamdulillah thankful to Allah for giving me space and time to write this post. I'm gonna use full English in this post. Just practicing. I'm sorry if I ever use a wrong grammar or not. Still learning. At least day by day I'm improving myself right.

So today I really work real hard. Even in my lunch hour I spend it to finish my work. Just imagine. I'm not consider it as a show off action to my colleague just I have a lot of things to do. Can you imagine I've got only 1 month to prepare for my department audit. I'm seriously in a fast learning phase. If I cannot catch up I am DEAD! FYI I'm working on weekend because I have course to attend next whole week. So I'm not in the office next week most probably I will never settle my work for sure OMG I am so SCARED. I am so weird why they ask me to attend the course and to settle for this audit. They all depends on me seriously. Like I've got 10 hands duhhhhh. It's okay girl no matter what do not worry too much. You seriously can do this. I have segregate the work to my staffs and hopefully they can complete them excellently. And can make my task really easy. To be honest I do not really know my colleague since this is my 2nd week here. I really hope they can do their work while I'm not in the office. Please pray for me :)

Basically in this post I want to introduce you my real closest bestest and prettiest bestfriend in this whole world. I called her S. We rarely contact since S working overseas and I am too busy with works. Different in time zone and I don't really have so much free time makes us rarely contact. By means rarely contact we don't text everyday but we are still intact though. She knows me better and so do I. So I have a really long phone call with her today. We do talk about works, families and boys ihiks. She is really warm. Honestly I like to have a conversation with her. Besides my mom. She do support on what I am doing. Never downgrade me. Ahhh I love her more than anyone else in this world. She is my favorite person. I will talk about her on my next post. Will show her in a picture just finding the most photogenic model-style of her to put in my post eheks. Right S? I really concern on what you look like even in the picture. How sweet am I right S? She does has a really beautiful smile. Thats the most obvious thing I remember about her. Okay I have a lot of post that I want to tell about her soon. Just phase by phase okay. So I will end my post here. Hope you guys not bored reading my posting. Before that, I am currently reading a book by Robin Sharma. Gonna post review on that book later! Bye for now.

Gonna post the review on this later. Wait for it.

Love,

M.

Living Alone

Hey peeps..

How are you doing? Semua okay okay sahaja bah? Hehe saja I nak 'sabah'kan bahasa I. I suka bahasa Sabah. Soft and sopan. Tapi I can't speak it in front of Sabahians sebab nampak betul-betul buruk. Yes nampak try hard sangat. I pun geli dengar I punya percakapan huhuhuhu. 

So basically routine I dekat KK ni I pergi kerja, balik kerja semua I buat sorang sorang. I ada 24 hours me time. Okaylah bukan 24 hours pun tolak tidur, makan and whatsapp with family and friends tapi memang most of the time I akan sorang sorang. Dari having breakfast, dinner and buying groceries. I syukur sangat Allah bagi rezeki kat I untuk ada kereta. Senang I gerak sana sini. Tinggal key in location dekat Google Maps then I am good to go. But overall I am enjoying myself. Alhamdulillah.

I am writing this post di Pizza Hut kat town KK. I'm having dinner here. Sepatutnya I kena balik terus after pergi bank tapi I teringin mushroom soup pizza. Give me a slack please.. Time I teringin ni lah I boleh makan. Most of the time I susah nak makan. And plus I kerja kuat g*la hari ni. I penat tapi I had to face it. Ingat lagi kan pesan my mom. Masa muda muda ni lah nak work hard. Actually, I takut sebenarnya nak spend time dekat town KK ni sebab I tengok orang orang di town macam scary. Masa I drive tadi I tengok tepi tepi jalan bersepah homeless. Dengan anak anak kecil. And pegang cup plastic tadah tunggu orang bagi duit. I syukur sangat I lahir dengan cukup ada rumah ada family. Walaupun I tak kaya tapi nikmat sederhana yang I dapat tu dah buatkan I sangat sangat syukur. Cuba you all bayangkan macam mana kalau you all lahir lahir tinggal dekat tepi jalan? You all rasa apa? You all nak salahkan siapa? So kita kena banyak banyak syukur sebab Allah choose us untuk dapat nikmat makan cukup, pakai cukup, kenderaan cukup. Alhamdulillah. Okay I dah bagi lecture pulak. Anyways masa I sorang sorang ni lah I dapat reflect myself. Dapat kenal diri I sendiri. So i hope you all pun macam tu. Don't ever feel down tau when you have nobody besides you. You are your bestest friend. Kenali diri you. Spend your time dengan baca buku. Reflect yourself. 

Dapat mushroom soup I. Lepas dah craving I hehehe.

Okaylah I better get going now. Dah nak malam. I pun takut sorang sorang kat sini. I nak makan cepat cepat then drive back home. Maybe I jumpa kawan lama I kejap area rumah I then terus balik. That's all for this time. Till next time. See ya!

Love,
M.